“God beckons me to follow Him to that place of weakness where I risk the vulnerability of a child so that I might know how strong my Father is & how much He loves me. But truth be told, I would rather be an adult. I’d rather be in a place where I can still pull it together if God doesn’t show up, where I risk no humiliation, where I don’t have to take the shallow breaths of desperation…”

But I am learning.